Monday, March 9, 2009

Struggling

Today had to be one of the hardest days for me during the whole TTC process for some reason.  I just have that "feeling" that I am not pregnant.  I don't know why it feels so much harder this time, but if you read this I would love to have some prayer for peace and trusting God's perfect plans.  Thanks girls!

7 comments:

Laura said...

I was just getting on here to send you an email and decided to check your blog before I did so. :) I'm still sending you one momentarily, but I am thinking about you!!!!!!
Love ya,
Laura

Alex and Jill said...

I'm praying...

((HUGS))

Helen said...

I decided to find your blog today and i'm so glad i did. i read your blogs and i can't tell you how many times i have felt similar things. I began to cry, and then i immediately began to pray for us both. Instantly i felt better. I am going to pray for you every day dearie! :) The power of God is unbelievable. He can do all things. :)

Love ya girlie!

Michelle said...

Keep speaking those words of scripture. Just today in my Bible study our teacher was talking about how once we are in Christ, Satan has no authority to destroy us, so he settles for the next best thing: Threatening to destroy us. Our deepest fears "tattle" on us and Satan in turn then knows exactly how to get to us. Lindsey, I truly believe that the fact that I JUST finished my lesson after today's bible study session and then the next thing I did was check your blog is not a coincidence! God wanted this to be fresh in my mind! I will pray that the enemy would leave you alone b/c our God is way more powerful and you are a testimony to Him in how you and Rob are choosing to trust Him for your miracle!

A couple scriptures from my lesson are: Ps. 138:3 & Heb. 2:14-15 (this one read from The Message, if you have it) Praying as always!
Love, Michelle

Heather said...

Hi! I am friend of Michelle's and have been praying for you. I know how hard it is to want a baby so badly and feel like it is so out of reach. I can remember thinking it was never going to happen, and then was just completely shocked when it finally did happen. Hang in there and know that there are people out here praying and pulling for you! And remember that God is Great!

Cheri Pickard said...

Another friend of Michelle's! (You are so lucky to have her as a SIL!) I am overwhelmed with emotion reading your words. I know how it is. I am afraid it will be hard to be eloquent at this moment, but know that the prayers are heartfelt and very sincere.
Much love,
Cheri

schlatter0225 said...

lindsey~ I have been praying for you alot and am thinking of you today. Just want to give some more words of encouragment from my very favorite verse that has helped me alot in the past. It is a hard one to grasp at the time, but when I look back over everything is it so true. "All things work together for good to them who love the Lord, to those who were called according to his purpose." Rom 8:28 I don't know if it will help you now, but I do truely believe that God wants what is best for us, and his "purpose" will always work out for the good. Have a great time on your cruise, and you will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Much Love,
Anna