Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Dear God, can we please have one of these?

Is she not one of the most perfect little babies you have ever seen?

This is our good friends' newest baby girl! She is just so precious and beautiful!! Her name is Eliana, it is Hebrew for "God has answered". It is the perfect name for her!!
Me getting some cuddle time in...
Do we not look like naturals??? :)
"I love you uncle Rob!;)"
Eliana and her big sister Noura!
So adorable
A very good big sister! She is the sweetest little 2 1/2 year old! and she loves her aunt yindsey and unka wob! ;)

Well we are down to less than two months until our 2nd IVF. I have mixed emotions about it. I am so ready for it to get here but so scared of more disappointment. I have changed the way I pray about it. God knows my heart. He knows what I desire. He gave me this heart! So I like to talk to Him about how excited I get when I think about being a mom and just to share with Him like I would any of my close friends about my desires, dreams and fears. And I just pray for Him to prepare our hearts for His plans and to lead us in another direction if we are not on the path He has for us. I like to go in the room in our new house that we picked to be the nursery and just pray for our future child/children. It is so exciting to be in there and dream of it one day actually being an nursery and sitting in there rocking our little baby. Maybe one day very soon this dream will come true. I guess we'll just have to wait and see what God has in store for us! :)


andrew,betsy,& noura said...

they love their Unka Wob and Aunt Yinsey! We love you guys so much and know in a different way how God knows our desires and sometimes changes our plans-ah the inpredictability of life! You guys will make amazing parents and we pray God will bless you guys as parents soon, however that may be!

andrew,betsy,& noura said...

ps theres gummy candy in Nouras teeth!!

Blessed said...

yor dreams will come true I promise! God knows your heart!!!! Sheis a beautiful little girl and you guys totally lookl ike naturals!!!

Alex and Jill said...

She is precious. Praying for you as you prepare your body and heart for this upcoming cycle. I know what you mean...about being scared of the disappointment. I think what you wrote about changing your prayer is wonderful. You're right, He knows your heart's desire. I have no doubt that He has wonderful plans for you guys to be parents!!


Shannon said...

What a beautiful baby!

I love the way that you are praying. Its a clear testament to the fact that you TRUST GOD and his plan for you. I truly believe that one day you will get to look back and say "So THATS what you had in mind for us, God" I know it will be amazing!

The Lane Family said...

She is beautiful and I must say you do look like naturals. I remember those days of going into what I wanted to be the nursery and also praying for another baby to feel our home and lives. I must say that when we decided to try one more time with our son, I just said Lord it is in your hands and let it go (the best I could). Good Luck!!

Anonymous said...

I am sure it will all be worth it in the end. You guys will be wonderful parents! Best of luck to you in January.
-Always thinking of you.

Blessed said...

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